Waiting impatiently

I was really, really, really hoping to hear from the oncologist yesterday with news of what all these doctor's brains had drummed up.  I heard nothing.  I hope he calls Monday because I've never been good at waiting patiently to find out what is going to happen and when.  I want to know so I can prep myself mentally.

Isn't it weird how my tooth can make my whole jaw hurt for over a week yet it won't kill me and this little thing growing inside me is so silent?  It doesn't hurt and if not for the nifty little PET scan I wouldn't even know it existed; it's too deep for the doctor to feel in an examination.  It could kill me, yet doesn't hurt.  Weird.